YourName | 6:12 AM

still coughing. Haiz.. and i haven't done shit work in the past week that i haven't been to school >.> I miss 14/09 == returning to listening to some of my emo music, realised that i haven't been in my ponder-ish mood for rather long =/ Maybe it's cos im so happy even when im not in school with them, facebook makes me feel good too =D haha really thanks to zhu and yy and manda!^^ dono y, but u guys makeme feel so happy. RANDOM YES I NOE, BYE =)
YourName | 3:51 AM

TO THE BEST JIE I'D EVER GET: HELLO YY
lols recently always keep seeing you^^ now keep talking. talkiing cock/flirting with you (only a bit luh i true to HER de) really makes me feel like we're back in bp, playing with each other again. thanks for taking off all my stress and getting me away from this hectic and unfathomable life =) love u okayys?!?! dont think abt the sad things that recently happen to u le (i read ur blog) ^^ wish we could all just be back at bpchoir, i really miss the old times there. AND STOP FALLING =xxx i'll try not to make u do that xD
YourName | 3:50 AM

lols damn shag and tml there's PE!!! oh man ajpe is like the most gayshyt in the world.got a heap load of songs today, thanks ah fat!!^^ HAHA anyways, i realised that i really CANNOT live without my music wor O.o btw, can anyone pls motivate me to study? i haveno drive at all man, too used to failing? gaah... save me.
YourName | 3:59 AM

been feeling mooddy lately. didn show it cos it wouldn't be nice or appropriate with all my other frens like that. hahas.

YourName | 8:13 AM

35th post!!! hehe. (omg why am i hehe-ing like you zhu O.o) Been feeling weird lately. especially with those excrutiating wrist pains whenever i wake up. consulted my cousin who's in ns, he said sth abt me being a "pes c", wadever that is. oh well. starting to really get concerned abt my jc2 napfa, hope i can make it zzz. AND im running slower than usual!!!! or is it cos everyone else is in sports cca and are able to run faster now zz... hais and my results aren't exactly good xD having an uneventful life right now... plus i just cant figure you out. damn it, yes YOU. stop making everything seem so easy for you, smile everything off. are u hiding ur feelings? or are u just a natural expressive person? hell, i wish i knew. totally impossible to guess wad ur thinking, how ur feeling. Sometimes i think, if i don't noe so much about you, why do i still want to be with you so much? but the answer i always get is "i don't know anything anymore".
YourName | 5:22 AM

OMG im finally posting today, again!!! =) hahas wth sia.. ok im not sure why i said wth. had a seemingly perfect dream last night, till my mum broke it(dont all mums do that?) by waking me up. damn sweet. but it feels weird to be dreaming about a girl other than the one you like huh? guess so? oh well.. and now i cant get her out of my head dammit. does it mean anything that i dreamt about her? the fun we had... the first time she held my hand, the first hug.. talking to each other, living in our own world, walking her back home. heh. wth. that dream was too good to be true. i noe i want it to happen.. but then again, maybe not. it's kinda unfair, how life treats you... gives you the best of the things, then take it all away. and when i say that, it isn't only about the dream i had last night.

Maybe you've forgotten about me already, dont follow my blogs.. Maybe you really meant what you said when you toldme you had gave up a long time ago..

But i still miss those times which we hadtogether, in the theatres, at the library, those intimate moments that i thought we'd share to this date. haha. and those times when we snuck out for mini-dates... fun too =/ Now its over.... saw you that day while going for lunch, didn think it'd be this coincidental. Don't know why i dodged when i saw ur face, cant explain why i wouldn't want to talk to you. Is it cos u broke me too much? And after that, i still went to ur school for lunch outings with my friends... y? im not sure either.

Fuck me.
YourName | 8:24 PM