Monday, June 22, 2009
OMG im finally posting today, again!!! =) hahas wth sia.. ok im not sure why i said wth. had a seemingly perfect dream last night, till my mum broke it(dont all mums do that?) by waking me up. damn sweet. but it feels weird to be dreaming about a girl other than the one you like huh? guess so? oh well.. and now i cant get her out of my head dammit. does it mean anything that i dreamt about her? the fun we had... the first time she held my hand, the first hug.. talking to each other, living in our own world, walking her back home. heh. wth. that dream was too good to be true. i noe i want it to happen.. but then again, maybe not. it's kinda unfair, how life treats you... gives you the best of the things, then take it all away. and when i say that, it isn't only about the dream i had last night.
Maybe you've forgotten about me already, dont follow my blogs.. Maybe you really meant what you said when you toldme you had gave up a long time ago..
But i still miss those times which we hadtogether, in the theatres, at the library, those intimate moments that i thought we'd share to this date. haha. and those times when we snuck out for mini-dates... fun too =/ Now its over.... saw you that day while going for lunch, didn think it'd be this coincidental. Don't know why i dodged when i saw ur face, cant explain why i wouldn't want to talk to you. Is it cos u broke me too much? And after that, i still went to ur school for lunch outings with my friends... y? im not sure either.
Fuck me.