Sunday, July 12, 2009
35th post!!! hehe. (omg why am i hehe-ing like you zhu O.o) Been feeling weird lately. especially with those excrutiating wrist pains whenever i wake up. consulted my cousin who's in ns, he said sth abt me being a "pes c", wadever that is. oh well. starting to really get concerned abt my jc2 napfa, hope i can make it zzz. AND im running slower than usual!!!! or is it cos everyone else is in sports cca and are able to run faster now zz... hais and my results aren't exactly good xD having an uneventful life right now... plus i just cant figure you out. damn it, yes YOU. stop making everything seem so easy for you, smile everything off. are u hiding ur feelings? or are u just a natural expressive person? hell, i wish i knew. totally impossible to guess wad ur thinking, how ur feeling. Sometimes i think, if i don't noe so much about you, why do i still want to be with you so much? but the answer i always get is "i don't know anything anymore".